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Sunday, 19 October 2008
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有时候。。。我真的很不甘心我们只是很好的朋友。。。
我看，我真的中了他的毒。。。唉，我又不敢说出自己的感觉。。。怕那时候连朋友都不能维持那不就更糟了吗？？！！ 还是别闹了。。。顺其自然。。。
不过还是很开心她还记得我咯，我还以为他忙到忘了呢~原来他跑去度假了~呵呵。。。我真的想太多了那时候。。。
呜呜呜。。。怎么办啊~我怕我真的会越采越深~真的有些不甘心我们只是IP~不过还是随缘吧~看到他失落，还蛮担心的。。。看到他开心，自然而然心情就好转了~
前几天他在friendster回复我的comments。。。都不像以前的风格。。。我就在那一刻开始怀疑我们的交情就真的到此结束了吗？！我还忍不住宛转地问他我们是不是有问题。。。我也以为我有太敏感了~隔了一天他又回复我。。。告诉我说别误会。。。因为那时他在别的地方，很少机会能上网，所以就简单式得留言给我。。。听了他一番解释，我也感到有些内疚了~
嗯。。。他也告诉我说。。。他放弃追求那女孩子了，因为他觉得他没机会。。真不敢相信~他好像等了满久的。。。不过无论如何，我还是会支持他的~呵呵~~永远都会~
嗯。。。他也告诉我他病得蛮严重。。。看了两次医生才慢慢好转~要多多照顾自己噢~~（病毒啊~别再缠着他了~）。。。 祝你早日康复哦~呵呵~
Monday, 13 October 2008
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i juz receive by mail...about my trinity practical~
its on 11th December~ 555555~~ am i fully prepared??? hmm.... i think so~ juz need more practise to make it perfect~
sigh~ so gan jiong~ but feel kinda lost ady~ felt scare bout failure too~ sigh~ this is important exam~ cant fail~ spent so much time n effort n $$~~ cant fail !!!
muz strive for the best no matter wat~ "die also muz die nicely"~ haha!!!
God Must Bless Me now~ heehee~ :P
Monday, 06 October 2008
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got younger sis equal to no sis!!!
i hate her~~ rili rili rili rili hate her!!!! not long ago juz "fan lian"~
her attitude i rili cant tahan le!!! sometimes rili wanna say those bad words!!!!! like now!!!!ish ish ish!! CRAZY attitude!!!!!!!!!!! i duno why her frens can stil tahan her lidat~ idiot!!!
dun tell me to forgive her or wat!!!! I WONT!!!! unless she change her LCLY attitude~ if not i wont forgive u!!!
Saturday, 04 October 2008
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难道。。。我真的对他有了心？？？这不应该发生的，也不能发生的！！！！
我们只是非常好的buddy。。。~不能这样的！！可是为什么我现在感觉酸酸的~我早就已改观了，我们是不可能的嘛！他也在追另外一个美女，哪会轮到我。。。sigh~~
他每次都会给那么多忠告，一直叫我往好的去想，就是要为我好~这样子我会很依赖的~~不过我现在已控制到了~不要依赖得太重~会吓跑人的~~
原来有些时候你受着打击~ 还撑得住~真佩服你~口口声说没事，什么都忍着，忍不住了发泄了也会告诉我~原来你也是会想起我~谢谢你~~虽然那一次我帮不到你什么，你也是说没关系~你这子我会内疚~每次都是你帮我，我都没什么帮到你。。。
吃醋或有醋意，是代表你对对方有不一般的感觉吗？？真的是这样吗？？我真的不晓得~
他曾经说过，那时我跟韦心在friendster留了满多comment给对方，他说我没给到他，他吃醋了~我也试过啊~他approve了一段时间，竟没有回我而回其他人的，我那时也生了些闷气。。。
唉，怎么搞得。。。本来好好的却变成这样~都是我不好，太依赖感觉走了。。。
希望你能够幸福吧~也希望你喜欢的女孩会接受你的爱意的~~总之，你开心就好了~
我们可以保持这样的关系到永远吗？？ 我真的不知道了~
Wednesday, 01 October 2008
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well~ i received the booklet that my sis sent me from Australia~
its all about short courses~~
currently decided to study music~ although at first i was reluctant to go for it~ coz i wanna try something else~~ but their entry requirements is quite high~ like my music course they need 2 years of full time working experience~ so....din think much of other courses also~ and my working experience is oni 1 year and 9 months~ till next year January only fully 2 years~
but havent rili confirm bout it yet~ need to contact those admissions service first whether i'm qualified to go for it anot~ the latest to confirm is october 31st....sobz~ haiz~
Monday after seeing Doctor in Tung Shin~ in my usual routine i will go to Times Square~ but this time slightly different~ my parents will meet me thr n teman me to eat lunch!! ^^ happie~
i reach there earlier than them by 1 and the 1/2 hours~ so i spent my time in Borders~ i spend almost 1 hour in the english session~
and so when i go to the chinese session....to go n search for those entertainment thingy~ a guy was seating thr~ reading those design magazines and when he saw me...his expression was like ......errr....i also duno how to describe~ jz have a rili weird feeling that time coz he stares at me for quite some time!!!! and i din noe him at all!! then all of the sudden he began to talk to me!!! i froze thr of coz~ scare mar~ someone u duno (stranger) suddenly talk to you like u knew him lidat~ so scary!!!
he talked bout his career... asked me wat is my age n doin wat like usual~ slightly of his family matter.... n talked bout future wife....wat is he goin to do~ i rili rili got a shock~ summore he ajak me to sit down~ oh no~ i said i'm waiting for someone~ haha!! (i din tell him i'm waiting for my parents of coz~ as he asked whether i'm waiting for my bf n i said no~ )
then after a brief talk for 1/2 hour~(he's talking most of the time) i forgot to check my phone~ my dad called me 8 times but i din pick it up coz i forgot to set ~ so he gave me his namecard n he is a fashion designer~~ ooo~~~
but then at that moment my dad saw me~~ n i was like scrambling away from the scene~ i tried to push my dad away...not to let him see who am i talking to but i failed~ haha!! i quickly walked to the place we are suppose to eat our lunch~ :P i din dare to ask wat he saw dat time but he thought i was pak-to....== no lar~~~!!! i dint!!!!
today went to pavillion~ n we reach thr early so we went to GSC n try to get n watch Eagle Eye~ haha!! rili nice movie~~ same with death race also~ but this is more thrill n suspense~ haha!!! love it!! shud go n watch~ coz its worth~ duno wat happen to me nowadays~ started to watch all this action thingys le~~ last time not rili fancy~ XD wakkakka!!!
ScorPIoDeViL
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- Name: ScorPIo DeViL
- Birthday: 11/6/1989
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 8/5/2007
